wish all this pain would go away, it makes me feel like shit. maybe i deserve all this pain and disappointment? all this pain makes me want to die. i can’t take much more of it.
Want to cry my heart out in front of somebody. I ball my eyes out. Alone. Cant stop. In the middle of the City, it’s quiet. nightime. I cant take it anymore. Where am I?
I’m tired, stressed, and unmotivated to do anything now… I’m so tired of school and junior year. My sleeping schedule is wack af and I’ve been barely getting enough sleep. I try so hard to study and I end up getting shitty grades idk maybe I’m just dumb as fuck and I really need to get my shit together
Being constantly lied to by the person that you’re supposed to trust the most.
This Is just terribly agonizing.